mrandyn

In a very unusual way, one time I needed you. In a very unusual way, you were my friend. Maybe it lasted a day, Maybe it lasted an hour, But somehow it will never end. In a very unusual way, i think I'm in love with you. In a very unusual way, i want to cry. Something inside me goes weak, something inside me surrenders, And you're the reason why, You're the reason why. You don't know what you do to me. You don't have a clue. You can't tell what it's like to be me looking at you. It scares me so that i can hardly speak. In a very unusual way, i owe what i am to you. Though at times it appears i won't stay, I never go. Specia

My country just has 2 seasons, & we don't have a winter. But these days, Everybody feel so cold, just like a cold winter's coming... I don't know why? It's 3:51am & I can't sleep. I just thinking about everything, about the past... Maybe the cold days brought my memories back... Sometimes I wanna be alone in a silent night, hearing the silent sound, breathing the cold air & smoking. Being at a pause, & do nothing. Or maybe this Xmas is coming too soon ^^

I feel so sleepy but I'm fine. I have lots of things to do for the online magazine. I feel so tired, but so excited about it. It's my first time i design something for the magazine. Ohh! I'm so dirty. I felt aslept last night & forgot taking a shower T_T... When I woke up, it was 4am & my cat was sleeping beside me. He's so cute.